Thursday, September 08, 2005



"..Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many people call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sport you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the color of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes, or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone, and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life just isn't about that.

But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness, and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing people for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about...."


-- taken from Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul

Wednesday, September 07, 2005

...amidst the pouring rain... everyday.. everynight.. i either cry or smile..but i usually smile.. recently, i couldn't appreciate the rain.. i always cry..oh! why is my heart so weak? i couldn't fight, i want to stand.. i couldn't decide, i want to speak.. though i may speak, i'm not sincere.. and so my heart is so weak.