Saturday, November 27, 2004

"the never ending love story.."

....what's hot these days? - yeah, the "lovers in paris" korean series dubbed in tagalog...i really haven't seen much of it but some of my classmates were really very excited- make that- SERIOUSLY INLOVE with Park Shin Yang... i have seen some of Park Shin Yang's movies. and i think he's a good actor.. flexible one- only that... so i really couldn't appreciate the series yet but im sure it's going to be VEeeeeRY interesting.. well. pochie (akong frend) told me not to watch it yet... so im not watching it now... however i've been hearing a lot of "noises" about "the never ending love story" of each episodes... geeez, i'm trying not to hear them, but it can't be helped.. i won't spoil it myself though i'm really eager and couldn't wait to watch it.. sooo, when will it be? soon... very soon....




Tuesday, November 23, 2004

"my first hospital duty"


yesterday, i spent the whole day thinking and preparing for my first hospital duty.. what's it going to be? i felt a little bit anxious about it since it's going to be my first time ever...well, i've been hospitalized many times but now it's different.. i'm not the patient anymore.. i'm the student nurse... i watched a few episodes of jdorama before i slept( i just can't helped it...) but i just couldn't sleep well after... hmmm, i slept for only two hours and woke up at 4am this morning... it's not that i'm totally excited but i made a promise with my classmate that we'll go together to the hospital and meet at exactly 6am. i couldn't face the shame anymore since i'm always late with every appointments that i made with the classmate that i'm going to meet. so i made it at exactly 6am this morning!! and my classmate was late!!!!! hahaha.... i tried not to get angry since i made her feel so many times.. (good for me!!) so we arrived at the hospital just in time- 6:45 our "assembly time". however, we waited for our clinical instructor for an hour and thirty minutes... (so much for being so early!!) anyways,we were given our assignments right after she arrived and i was assigned to room number 206 with a "muslim" patient.. (sorry... ) at first, i felt hesitant.. oh, what should i do?.. well, all we have to get is the TPR.. yeah, the TPR... i took a deep breath before going inside my patient's room.. and even projected a smile and voila!- a little girl , 2 years of age, cried just as i came in!! my goodness.. she got scared of me!.. she thought i'm going to prick blood from her finger (whatever it is) so i tried to calm her down... and yeah, i managed!! whew! and it took me time to do my assessment.. i find it difficult.. but i tried to finish it all.. i did.. but not with so much honesty... ( i don't want to mention it...) it was an enjoyable experience for me.. five hours stay in the hospital once a week, there's more that i should look forward to... and so, i finished my chart graphing and presented it to my clinical instructor and just can't wait to go home... geez, i never thought it would be this way.. it's not easy gyud.. it's not really easy gyud.. i couldn't help thinking about what's going to happen soon.. soon?... but i should make it happen and do my best always.. i still have a long way to go.. i couldn't afford to make the same mistake twice.. ahhh, fighting!!




Thursday, July 08, 2004



by Every Little Thing


eien ni tsuzuku ai no uta
Uhh... kikasete
setsunasa to yasashisa wo sotto
Uhh... oshiete
hayari no fuku no youni
kantan ni kimochi made mo
kaerarenai
kakegae no nai mono!
omoide mo hokoreru youni
shiganai yo no naka demo
Over and Over
Over and Over
kawaranu ai wo sagasu darou



hito wa naze yowakina jibun wo
Uhh... kakusu no?
joushikina kodomo no kokoro wo
Uhh... nakusu no?

karada kasaneru tabi
taisetsuna kotoba sae mo
kawasanu mama
surechigau aijou


sukoshi zutsu mawarimichi demo
owaranu tabi no hate ni
Over and Over
Over and Over
itsuka wa tadoritsuku no darou

kanashimi no kazu dake
ari no mama ni ai seru no nara


koi ni ochiru to
toki ni dareka wo kizu tsuketeru
iiwake shitemo
ureshisa dake ga nokoru yo ne


sayonara mo meguriai sae
owaranu tabi no youni
Over and Over
Over and Over
sore demo ai wo sagasu darou

kawaranu ai ni todoku darou...


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he was just so cool....


Tuesday, June 22, 2004

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i visited a friend today.. it has been a while that i we haven't talked or even said "hi".. it's not just a while rather it has been a long time.. well, the recent encounter with her was a little bit awkward.. but i felt good to be able to talk with her again... what happened between us anyway? well, it was sort of tragic..if i will write it here, it wouldn't be good to dig up something from the past that's supposed to be forgotten. i wish i had real powers.. if i have the power to change the past, i would like to go back to the day that "something" happened to us and prevent it from happening.. could it be that i am regretting? or maybe, i'm just really bothered.. even now, it's still hard.. i also have this fear.. unexplainable fear that i really want to overcome.. how? should i talk it with her? i really couldn't decide on what to do.. but i was thinking of talking it out with her.. *sigh* i want to start fresh over.. i really want to..

anyways, i went to pochie's (my special friend) house.. i stayed and we talked on serious things. i liked staying in her room..it's so comfortable... well, pochie and i have something in common and we also shared a lot of things.. so i like talking with her about anything.. it was really worth my time staying with her for a few hours.. but i have to go home since i have to be early at school the next day.. thanks poch! *-*

Thursday, June 17, 2004

"tagaytay trip"


we went to tagaytay city last may 29-31 for a leadership training seminar. 17 soka gakkai international-philippines ywd members (including me) from cagayan de oro city traveled together by ship, left for manila last may 26.. until now, the memories that we had created back there in tagaytay still lingered in mind.. i enjoyed a lot.. especially the place.. i was awed because the place was really beautiful and relaxing... we stayed at the sgi grand culture center and around it was the picturesque view of taal volcano..

these are my friends.. unfortunately, i wasn't able to join them in this picture.. but i just wanted to show part of the magnificent view around the culture center..( please look closer..you can see taal lake..)




i didn't just enjoy the place but i also learned a lot.. the things i learned are the things that i can really apply not just now but for a lifetime.. thanks so much for the ywd leaders from manila.. they were really encouraging and they gave very great lectures.. " a leader must be strict of himself but gentle on others.." and there's more, i couldnt forget the food.. the food tastes great and also brewed coffee.. (hmmm,you really get to crave more from it..)

but here's one pic where i'm in.. a friend shared this one to me.. this picture was taken during our "amusement activity.." one member told me to dance, but i already reminded her that she can let me do anything except to dance.. unfortunately, during our group presentation, she asked me to... but i didn't.. and the presentation went on... (of course, without me dancing pamela wan.. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu...)





so what else?... yup, we left tagaytay by may 31.. geez, i missed the place.. we arrived home june 2.. geez, still there's no place like home..

P.S.

i spent my birthday on the ship.. last june 1st..

Thursday, May 20, 2004

..two beautiful nights with beautiful days...





i went to my friend's house (pochie who's gaga over LBH) to return all her vcds that i borrowed. after i got there, we had a chat and a little drink.. then before going home, she let me borrowed one korean series with 24 cds. the title was "BEAUTIFUL DAYS". at first, i really don't have any idea about the whole story. yet, i brought it at home and started watching the next day.. my goodness! i was captivated by the first episode that i couldn't afford not to watch the rest of the cds. i stayed in my room the whole day, without thinking of eating breakfast, lunch or dinner.. (*tsk*) the first two episodes made me cry that i got more curious of what's the rest of the story about.... my! my! it was really touching.. i stayed up late in two nights crying and laughing with all of the characters in the story just to finish everything.. *sigh* i fell in love again.. c: i fell in love with the story.. with LEE BYUNG HUN as the "handsome crown prince"- he's cho-cho charming.. nice body built *-*,and with CHOI JI WOO as the "handsome crown prince's darling..",for me, it was a great combination..i even imagined myself as the "handsome crown prince's darling"... hahahahahahaha.... nothing's wrong with it anyway... after watching it all, i decided to do some "episode-review".. watching again my fave episodes.. it was worth my time!!! ^-^ the drama isn't just about "WHAT IS LOVE?".. what is love anyway? ^-^ it also showed some "harsh realities" of dealing life.. but the love story itself is indeed beautiful.. i express my gratitude to p-sama.. (thanks a lot*-*..) im not really that good in expressing what i feel.. although this may be just one "story", i enjoyed watching it, no, i love it!!


what is love...?

Sunday, May 16, 2004

........the secret getaway......


i arrived home today at around 10pm from "follow-up", at the same time my parents arrived.. i ate my dinner fast and did some household chores.. whew!! after i finished everything, i told my mother that i will visit a friend (who is my neighbor).. actually, i need to return her stuffs that i borrowed 3 days ago.time checked was already 11:35pm. but an hour ago, my friend and i thought of going online at the internet cafe just near our subdivision.. unfortunately, the internet cafe was already closed.. we decided to go far from our subdivision, that's it!!! i went away without asking permission just to check email.(it was around 12:05am) :p . *whew!* this isn't good.. still, i went out. and now, i'm posting the things that happened moments ago.. kinda secret getaway or whatever should i call it.. i just hope nothing will happen in going home.... i gotta go.. i felt uneasy doing this.. *-*




.. i was really scared...

Saturday, May 08, 2004

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Elvish or Orcish What Language Are You?

Thursday, May 06, 2004


Your integrity and sense of morals are as strong as a steel wall. Your honesty and pride give you honour, and your haste to defend the honour of good people make you worthy of being called a friend. But you harbour deep feelings of unworthiness, and hide them beneath layers of outward strength and discipline. Because of this, you have a hard time allowing others to call you a friend, and find much of your discontentment turn into frustration. Try to understand that by letting others in, you eliminate much of your frustration and improve your true self-image. Which Love Hina Girl Are You?

"winners"


my friend "kou" emailed me this anime song.. i really don't know what's the tune or what's the anime all about.. either way, the message is nice.. *-* ah, thanks kou!! *-*


Yes there's a reason for all that we're given
Just like the eyes in our head
They point the way so our lives can move forward
To see what future lies ahead
Believe each other
And relax for a while
To stare at the stars in the sky
Believe each other
And the strength of your smile
Will keep our hearts moving through fire
And though it may not be the happiest of times
Tomorrow you will see a rising sun
So keep on dreaming, always believe in yourself
Yes, lead the way and make it for someone
So run like the wind and charge ahead
To the end we are Winners
Speed is the magic that gives us direction
The last of gods power drive
Now we can move on without hesitation
To a brand new world that's alive
Believe each other
'Cause the joy that you find
Lasts just a moment in time
Believe each other
Two hearts with one single mind
Can take us where our hearts desire
Because it may not be the brightest of times
We must hold on together tight this time
So if we keep on dreaming
All can come true
We'll reach the light that's at the end of the rainbow
It may not be the happiest of times
Tomorrow you will see a rising sun
So keep on dreaming always believe in yourself
Yes, lead the way and make if for someone
So run like the wind and charge ahead
To the end we are Winners!

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

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rainy day... i expected a call from "someone" last night, but nothing. i was really excited-----but again, nothing... pochie texted me and told me to post on my blog so she can read something..i just had my second to the last muscle therapy today.. tomorrow would be the last day *sigh*.. i just can't wait to end it.. it consumes much of my time.. i don't know but im just happy.. really happy.. really happy.. i don't have anything in mind now..maybe tomorrow..

Sunday, May 02, 2004

for pochie*-*
i was sooo shocked after i opened my blog... it was magic.. pochie sama, sugoi yo.. you are really great... my life would not be perfect if you were not here for me at all. nyaks... you really made my day..

Sunday, March 07, 2004

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i was sooooooooooooooooooo disappointed today.. we had our laboratory in anatomy class from 1-5pm. and after the prelab lecture, we had a practical exam on the digestive system.. and what happened was i failed the practical exam.. i never felt so humiliated in my entire stay in cu. aaaarghhhhhh!!!!!!! just soooooo disappointing.. i want to make it up.. i don't want to have a bad grade in this subject..

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Saturday, March 06, 2004

rainy friday... cold, yet, lonely day..
geez... im still thinking... thinking... thinking..