Tuesday, June 22, 2004

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i visited a friend today.. it has been a while that i we haven't talked or even said "hi".. it's not just a while rather it has been a long time.. well, the recent encounter with her was a little bit awkward.. but i felt good to be able to talk with her again... what happened between us anyway? well, it was sort of tragic..if i will write it here, it wouldn't be good to dig up something from the past that's supposed to be forgotten. i wish i had real powers.. if i have the power to change the past, i would like to go back to the day that "something" happened to us and prevent it from happening.. could it be that i am regretting? or maybe, i'm just really bothered.. even now, it's still hard.. i also have this fear.. unexplainable fear that i really want to overcome.. how? should i talk it with her? i really couldn't decide on what to do.. but i was thinking of talking it out with her.. *sigh* i want to start fresh over.. i really want to..

anyways, i went to pochie's (my special friend) house.. i stayed and we talked on serious things. i liked staying in her room..it's so comfortable... well, pochie and i have something in common and we also shared a lot of things.. so i like talking with her about anything.. it was really worth my time staying with her for a few hours.. but i have to go home since i have to be early at school the next day.. thanks poch! *-*

Thursday, June 17, 2004

"tagaytay trip"


we went to tagaytay city last may 29-31 for a leadership training seminar. 17 soka gakkai international-philippines ywd members (including me) from cagayan de oro city traveled together by ship, left for manila last may 26.. until now, the memories that we had created back there in tagaytay still lingered in mind.. i enjoyed a lot.. especially the place.. i was awed because the place was really beautiful and relaxing... we stayed at the sgi grand culture center and around it was the picturesque view of taal volcano..

these are my friends.. unfortunately, i wasn't able to join them in this picture.. but i just wanted to show part of the magnificent view around the culture center..( please look closer..you can see taal lake..)




i didn't just enjoy the place but i also learned a lot.. the things i learned are the things that i can really apply not just now but for a lifetime.. thanks so much for the ywd leaders from manila.. they were really encouraging and they gave very great lectures.. " a leader must be strict of himself but gentle on others.." and there's more, i couldnt forget the food.. the food tastes great and also brewed coffee.. (hmmm,you really get to crave more from it..)

but here's one pic where i'm in.. a friend shared this one to me.. this picture was taken during our "amusement activity.." one member told me to dance, but i already reminded her that she can let me do anything except to dance.. unfortunately, during our group presentation, she asked me to... but i didn't.. and the presentation went on... (of course, without me dancing pamela wan.. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu...)





so what else?... yup, we left tagaytay by may 31.. geez, i missed the place.. we arrived home june 2.. geez, still there's no place like home..

P.S.

i spent my birthday on the ship.. last june 1st..